Decided to comeback to TNH and give it another try

Hi,

My name is Jessica and I'm currently 25 yrs old. Still live with my parents and fraternal twin sister, in Ridgewood, NJ USA. Born with a speech/learning disability. Been suffering from depression/anxiety since 9/2001. Currently, I'm an clerical volunteer in the Maternity Department at the local hospital by me and still looking for the permanent part time clerical job. Worked at one of the local Lord and Taylor as an temp by me for the pass 2 holiday seasons.

Hope all of you can understand what I'm saying here. Its only an rant more then anything else.

Feel I'm not a good fit because I'm in the middle of the road, but mostly alternative. They treat me like an baby and even where I volunteer as well. I mean when its busy and stressful of them, but other times its not. Of course I don't judge them because I feel that its hard to become alternative lifestyle and opposite for alternative people. All the other boards that I been to don't care if you mainstream or alternative or middle of the road. Feel I'm too crunchy with my views, which I'm just trying get to learn, and do research. Or left before I was given the boot.

Thank you.