I am 46 years old today. I'm a bit melancholy, not because of turning a year older--consider the alternative, which I know intimately--but because it marks the beginnings of all my troubles last year. Anniversaries like that are always a little anxiety-inducing, no matter how illogical that may be. I'm expecting next weekend (my death anniversary--Mother's Day, lovely) I'll be a bit of a basket case. And my therapist is in France for the month, of all months. I'm trying to frame it internally in terms of rebirth and mothering--I died and came back on Mother's Day because I wasn't done raising my girls--but it's still a bit uphill.
We're planning on a dim sum brunch and that's about it. Josie has a cold and we have a ton of chores to do. The good news is, my insomnia seems to be subsiding a bit. I've started taking melatonin, just last night; we'll see if it helps. The biggest help so far has been a CD my therapist gave me. I don't have an iPod, so we've been playing it on the DVD player through the TV and putting the TV on sleep so it turns itself off. It's helped, and John says it's even helped him sleep better.
Update: Dim sum brunch accomplished. If you're in PDX, Wong's King is dim sum paradise. And then! John and the kids took me downtown and bought me a red iPod! And then! We went to free comic book day and got comix! wowser! Seriously, it's a great birthday. Comix and small, coveted, red electronix!
 [1] | Health Journeys: A Meditation to Help You with Healthful Sleep [2]asin: 188140532X |
 [3] | Apple 4 GB iPod Nano AAC/MP3 Player - Blue (2nd Generation) [4]asin: B000GAAP8Q |
 [5] | Buffy the Vampire Slayer #1 (Buffy the Vampire Slayer Season 8) [6]asin: B000O82BZK |
 [7] | Buffy the Vampire Slayer #2 (Buffy the Vampire Slayer Season 8) [8]asin: B000P07OHM |
 [9] | Buffy the Vampire Slayer #3 (Buffy the Vampire Slayer Season 8) [10]asin: B000PSABYC |
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