I don't mean this to sound tacky, but in a way I'm thankful you shared this memory. I often would sit and wonder how an old friend (we didn't date, but I wanted to) ended up, and I'd beat myself up for it, thinking I should have moved on by now--I'm married with three kids, you'd think he'd never cross my mind. But he does. I'm just glad to know that I'm not the only one.