Christmas hasn't seemed right at all this year - everything's been late or missed out altogether and it wasn't till I got a card from Zillah that it all started to make sense! Like Lenora I've really missed being here which has obviously helped keep me grounded in the past. I just about scrambled a card out to Honey but that has been about it - and I know she's been busy too because I didn't get covered in a shower of confetti when I opened her card to us!!! Mine was just written, not decorated this year or it would never have been sent out.

My plan to write morning pages before going into work collapsed some time back so I've really been adrift for months. We're going to do some major goal setting in January to see what we can improve on in the office, so hopefully I can get myself motivated and enthusiastic enough to participate in my life again, including coming here more than once ever 3-6 mths!!!

So hello Becky, Andrea, Lenora, Lynn and anyone else... I haven't forgotten you guys and I do miss you so much. You know you kept me sane when I had no 'real' friends to hand - I'm not much better off for 'real' friends now, and Honey says she sees me and hears from me less now we're in the same country!! (my cousin said the same recently!). It's been odd not keeping up with what you're all doing.

Have a great Christmas everyone... love ya!

Kerri.