No matter how long you stay away we always welcome old faces back with open arms!

I know what you mean about not knowing whether you want to work. I've found out the hard way that I really didn't want to - DH had the opportunity to follow his dream of having his own business and I let him follow it, knowing I didn't have any valid alternatives. But I now know that I won't be properly happy until I've got the staffing to the right level for me to tke a back seat and be at home most of the time.

I think Lynn's advice is good - sit and listen for a while. Don't know whether you've ever tried writing or journaling, but I often find that writing a few pages of foolscap will help me sort out any tough problems I'm having, or maybe give me some insights. Not always, but quite often. Don't have time for it much these days but it's a tool I miss. Maybe if the money's what you need you could get a part-time job to help out financially but not needing you to commit too much of your time yet.

Good luck with finding the right path for what you need.

Kerri.