Glad you seem to be a bit more positive now Anhata. I'm sure it will help you to get through this difficult period in your life if you can appreciate the positives in the situation - school friends for your DD, a fulfilling job for you. When you've got the real tangible benefit of seeing your debts being paid off, that's going to feel great. A real investment in your futures.

Be gentle on yourself, and keep "listening"

Zillah