I will be thinking of you and praying for you. I had two miscarriages in a row before the twins, so I can relate a bit to what you are going through. Be good to yourself for a bit. I found it really helpful to mentally name my babies so that they were not just "it," so go ahead and call the baby Alana. I am so sorry you are having to go through this. If you need to vent, please feel free to email me.

Love,
Lauralyn