Boy, it's been a while, so you are a SAHM and business woman...woo hoo, what kind of work are you doing?

I'm trying to take care of myself, really i am. But it's just so odd, everything in my family has changed w/Dad gone. We all have different roles and there's more responsibility (on me in particular) which is fine. We're working it out. Mom and I are doing well, figuring it all out at the house. There's some legal stuff to take care of too. But besides all that, i am making 'me' time and i'm finding things i enjoy outside to do. Starting Skeet Shooting next week with a friend of mine, we'll go once a week. It's a sport, it's outdoorsy and i'm a good shot! I can't wait.

So the New Me things I'm trying to do is think of food as sustenance, as fuel, and not as just eat whatever is there. What is good for my body. What do i need to eat to fuel it. It's small and subtle changes but it's good for me to think of it like that.

and now that i said that, i'm going to chuck e cheese's today with my friend and her kids. Does cheese pizza count as sustence?? LOL

I'm also reading a book that is quite compelling, it's called Fat Girl. I haven't figured it out yet, but the things she says to herself is all the mean things i sometimes say to myself. I hope she turns it around.

Have a great weekend.

Peace,
Michele