Wanting to best and the most for your kids but also wanting the best and most for yourself.....or at least SOMETHING for yourself. I have been there and would say am there at the moment. What is it with difficult 4 yr olds? I live with one also. He is a strong personality and easily frustrated so that most things are an explosion! Especially b/w he and DH! I am not sure how old your other ones are and these are just suggestions.....maybe a little time apart for you two.........she can be in preschool a couple of times a week and you taking that time to TOTALLY do something for yourself. Not the regular mommy thinking of "I have a couple of hours, I need to do this and this and that and this......" But really taking that time for YOU! Like I said I am not sure the ages of your other kids and how that would work but seems like you just need a breather! To get your head straight and take a deep breath from mommyhood!

Just know we are here and you are welcome to vent. We are in this together!!!

You will be in my thoughts!

Jana