Thank you to everyone who gave advice or words of comfort. It is helpful to know that I am not the only one...in fact I should count my blessings! I posted after a long and particulary infertile day...and felt like I had to get that off my chest. Thanks!

An added bonus...yesterday my MIL managed to bring up the fact that I am almost 40 (I'm 32 for cryin' out loud) and that maybe I should "get away from the birth control"...What the? Oh! That's what we've been doing wrong...we should NOT be using the birht control. Brilliant, thanks.